Finally, I’m back! I was absent for the past few days because of some reasons… Huh! So many things had happened but all I do and clearly know for the past few days is that… I miss my Mr. MM! I wonder how is he… Jgn ea ada GF sudah!...

I lost my grandpa on THURSDAY, 15th OCTOBER 2009 which is so beyond my expectation. People left us without any early notices… I do understand that now. Because of that, I was absent in Saturday.

Despite of that, I continue my life as I always did when people left me. On Sunday, I have this program called tree planting in Badas, Seria. It was freaking HOT but at the same time, I was having FUN. Oh! I still remember the taste of the food. It is all yummy… can I eat it again? Of course, after I worked with BSP. hahaha… amin… We spent a good time at Mall too! It is fun, man! And I saw Mr.J... my friend who is having a big crush on him, didn't even see him. Well, I did talk to him anyway. That was a coincidence when I went to buy some new cd but I didn't get what I want. Just that, I ended up talking to him for, half an hour I guess. He was with his fellow friends... Oh! He was with my brother too!... I mean, my foster brother... Nah! Kedapatan jln2.... Bila my bro pandang aq, I know he's going to be really mad with me. And he did! He scold me in front of everyone. Memalukan!!! P memang ptut pun, cpa jw suruh mrayau? But, there was the good part. Mr.J is defending me! hahaha... I have no idea why he did that but it cools, man! Gila! Macam saya kn yg ada crush arahnya... Sorry, girlfriend... but I didn't planned all these. I know I was supposed to tell you about this, but how do you expect me to tell you?

"Hey, I met your big crush and he was with me for the past half an hour and I  forgot to mentioned about you." What the heck...? I'm not going to end our friendship just like that. I'd rather choose to be dead... hahaha... macam banarr sja. Luka sja dah takut macam apa... ne kan mati! btaubat tah dulu, Farah! Buat amal banyak2...

On Monday, I was absent again… I’m too tired to go to school and I didn’t wake up in the morning. Shuut! The teachers are going to kick me for sure! I hope it does not happen. I don’t want to ruin my life anymore!

Well, I guess that is for today. I'm freaking tired and sleepy. I have an appointment later... Mean, no school for me on Tuesday... *again!* So, I'll miss my Mr.MM again and I'll go and stalk him this wednesday. *macam apa tah kn stalk ea? Mun kdapatan bru tau!*

From Fara, who is really missing Mr.MM