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Yesterday story!

Yesterday, aq buat banyak kesalahan... aq akui...hahahaXD

supposed to be kelmarin kami ada cleaning campaign and aq nda tbangun walau dorang ketuk pintu aq...

aher x qu tidur ah! kul 4 pagi dan ne cuma gara2.... tut... nda payah tah tau.

Yang ciannya cHadlyn...huhu...

Cian ea sorang2 bersihkan IT room...

Nyaman kamu... udah qu cakap tidur sama aq saja so ada yang banguni aq... Apa rasanya bersihkan bilik sebesar catu sorang2? *Ja'atnya Farah! XP*

Disini, dengan segala hormatnya aq memohon maaf kepada kawan qu ini yang bernama HadlynSozie Yasun..

HADLYNSOZIE, BIANNEY! CHOMAL BIANNEY!

Okay, continueeee....

Around 2pm, aq, Ida and Hadlyn k Mall...*tiap minggu kan k mall saja!XD*

Hajatnya mau beli barang untuk belated birthday party Milah p.. ea ne ikut tah jw,,, huhuhu...Aq belanja dorang makan dKFC dulu, so our Miss Suspicious Milah wouldn't suspect anything extra ordinary. And... and... and...

Tepaksa wah jauh2 dari ea mau beli barang untuknya and... I tell you... selama aq bekawan sama ea ne, mun shopping we always together gether p I have to make a distance with her so she wouldn't sense the surprise party coming! P ea ne... majal banarrrr... Tpaksa wah aq marahi ea supaya ea nda ikut2 aq... And bila aq marahi ea tu, I know ea jauh hati...

Biann, Milah...

I don't mean to do that...

Hey,you wouldn't expect me to tell her that we were there to get all the preparation for her surprise party...

Heck NOOOO!

So tpaksa lah jadi kejam sikit... Wups... banyaklah kejamnya because aq nda sama2 ea until the time kami balik... And shopping sama ea memang pening YA AMPUN!

Kami kan belikan ea kek p bila tringat yang ea nda makan cream...

Tell me which cake yang nada cream?

Ice cream cake! P masa tu mana ada... Makcik Bakeshop g tutup and my bro pun udah carikan kek catu p nada wah... out of stock! Come on, buiii.... this is so not funny...

And we came with an idea, make the ice cream as the cake! Bila aq sama Ida kan membeli ice cream, ea ikut2 tah... and ice cream for her surprise party kelmarin, ea sendiri yang pilih even though ea nda tau apa gunanya ice cream tu actually selain dari ea kan MAKAN.

Yang paling cian, cHadlyn lah... dahlah aq nda tolong ea campaign, ne ea g jadi mangsa Milah... kami suruh ea distract cMilah supaya nda ikut kami. Macam2 wah idea cHadlyn ne sudah so Milah ne nda suspect anything. Solved sudah masalah kek... timbul cia masalah candles ne...

biasanya lw beli cake terus ada candles and ne kami beli ice cream... where can we find this candles?

Think Think Think

Hadlyn saved our day... ea suruh aq beli marshmallow saja and jadikan ea as if it's a candle...

And her planned does works...!

P kan...

Dengan penat2nya kami meyembunyikan semua barang yang kami beli and everything, menjadi lah jw surprise kami. It's freaking awesome bila meleat muanya yang nda expect kami buat catu...

'Patut tah Farah ne nda suruh aq hampir2 ea... Dimarahi nya tah aq...'

XD... to make a great plan, cruel kejap tak pe! XD

 Andai saja kamu dapat leat muanya masa tu... hahaha...

*macam kanak2 dapat gula2 XP over...*

Yet, it is a great thing to see her that happy... never been that happy before she told me... well, Milah... thanks yourself that you made a great friend as us... especially me.XP kambang~

Milahhh.... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! p/s: legal ne udah xnya! XD

Okay done with the surprise party... now kita cerita pasal my Mr.MM

Qo banar2 into Mr.MM kah, Farah?

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Hell, yeah!

mun nda, bahapa jw aq mau tulis pasal ea in my blog???

Cana qo tau kami jalan hari khamis hari tu?

Kamu merungau kah? *kes nda faham*
think think think

Aq tleat Mr.MM melintas with Noh... and so I got the instinct... *tahkarang! stalking xnya cFarah ah!*

Napa qo malu kan arahnya mun nganya melintas ea?

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My big crush xnya!!! Mestilah aq malu! everytime tleat ea... sesungguhnya aq cairrrr!!!

Aq mau leat cana qo pikat Mr.MM tu...

?????????????????
What kind of statement is that, buiii?

Sesungguhnya dia bukan barang taruhan, dia adalah cinta hati Farah Abadi!...

Apakannnn?.... XP

Let me clarify this thing to anyone yang masih meragui sahihnya cinta qu xp...

Mr.MM is my love... *am I his love?*

My feeling towards him is sincere... he might be some new crush but... he is my crush! And it is not that easy for me to get a crush on someone and he got the biggest crush of mine...

I don't care ea tau or inda but one thing for sure, I know my feeling and it is more than enough!

*jiwang jiwang tah XD NFeafara xnya.... suka saya ey....*

Hopefully nada yang salah faham dengan perasaan qu terhadap Mr.MM...

And one thing that I can wish for now is that... I wish ea lebih realize akan kehadiran aq...

And yang nda tau cpa Mr.MM tu, below is his picture...

HANDSOME... he is so passionate... AHHHHHH*faint*

NfeaFara yang berharappp,...

apakannnn?

Another story of my life...

Aq tjumpa my Mr.MM tdi. xp!... Kmi almost tlanggar xnya... fuh, malu Fara ey....

And... and... ea cuma pandang aq catu sja p aq dah layu... ahhhh! XP Fara xnya...

Tdi msa lunch...

nyaman nyamannn aq makan, ada cia mlintas

kanyang wa tarus qu sudah!...

p mama cakap jangan mbazir makanan... makan tah smpai abis...

Mr.MM atu jua bah... luan seducing brabis...

.....hmmm....

FARAH IS SO INTO MR.MM BRABIS-LY!!!

Oh and suk aq sma Ida ada big plan!

This plan kna cancel udah, x ON g... pstu OFF g... huh... paning saya...

Eata suk kmi jalankan rancangan kmi dan esok Miss Stalker will stalk some other guys again!

Memang patut lah aq nda lama mau couple.

Mna lah aq suka kana control...

Cua lw ea nda control aq, psti lama kmi bsama...

P my every ex smua mgongkong...

Is it bad if I say all guys wanted to control their girls?

Well, duhhh...

I'm not yours until you married me.hahaha...

And that would be about 15 years later... xp

NFeaFara xnya!

Oh, Mr.MM!

I want you so hard!xp

The stalker is back!

I came back to school and awal2 pagi dah aq klahi...KELAHI! Sma siapa nah???... Sama cikgu SA x nya!... Hish... mbari sasak aty wa cgu a... luan nda pandai pecaya nya. Mun qu mnipu karang, pcaya ea bulat2. ne aq ckp yg benar sebenar benarnya, mati2an ea nda caya. PELIK binti ANEH!

Nda pasal2 aq jadi kurang ajar patnya... luan nda merati dcakapi. huh... ngabisi air liur sja bcakap. Enough with the un-understandable *toh! word tbaru g kluar tu. ciptaan Fara* teacher...

So... time to talk about my MR.MM... hehehe...the best part of my teenage life. hahahah... Tadi aq ne Fesbuq-ing... tringat ta qu ada add ea... *my friend toh yang search ea! -duh... excuses...* Back to the main story...
Aq check lah ea punya fesbuq... geyla! baru saya tau dia ada blog!hahaha...outdated udah jw saya tu... so aq link ea aga lah pat blog nya... Kecewa hati saya toh bla mbaca post nya yang the latest one. caya! Ea minat pat someone... oh no! But Farah will not give up. This doesn't mean it's the end of the day!

And so... that girl... really... she is my size... so it's not going to be that difficult to compete. All i have to do is..

BE CLOSE TO HIM!!!

And I don't think it would be hard enough because I'm so going to be out of this so called HELL PRISON!

So... I can finally open my wings and fly to him freely.hehehe...

Anyway, I got this story... My friend who is his bestfriend told me that he was looking for me on the last 3 days... reason? He knows that I have this big crush on him! Cpa lah yang nda sayangkan mulut ne? P through my friend la... ea nda lah marah. Ea cuma kan jumpa aq saja *bla jw lw ada urang suka ea, ea marah2? tak mungkin! kambang ada plg*... hahaha... Bahagia hidup saya eh!

 P sayangnya... aq nada msa ea cari aq. Nda x qu ada d kolej ah! Aq cuti 3 hari... and that's the reason aq klahi sma that... tut! Now... aq mau concentrate stalking Mr.MM. *jangan smpai ea tau sudah...*

HYUAI TING FARAH!

From the so called teenage in love girl,

NFeaFara... :p

Finally, I’m back! I was absent for the past few days because of some reasons… Huh! So many things had happened but all I do and clearly know for the past few days is that… I miss my Mr. MM! I wonder how is he… Jgn ea ada GF sudah!...

I lost my grandpa on THURSDAY, 15th OCTOBER 2009 which is so beyond my expectation. People left us without any early notices… I do understand that now. Because of that, I was absent in Saturday.

Despite of that, I continue my life as I always did when people left me. On Sunday, I have this program called tree planting in Badas, Seria. It was freaking HOT but at the same time, I was having FUN. Oh! I still remember the taste of the food. It is all yummy… can I eat it again? Of course, after I worked with BSP. hahaha… amin… We spent a good time at Mall too! It is fun, man! And I saw Mr.J... my friend who is having a big crush on him, didn't even see him. Well, I did talk to him anyway. That was a coincidence when I went to buy some new cd but I didn't get what I want. Just that, I ended up talking to him for, half an hour I guess. He was with his fellow friends... Oh! He was with my brother too!... I mean, my foster brother... Nah! Kedapatan jln2.... Bila my bro pandang aq, I know he's going to be really mad with me. And he did! He scold me in front of everyone. Memalukan!!! P memang ptut pun, cpa jw suruh mrayau? But, there was the good part. Mr.J is defending me! hahaha... I have no idea why he did that but it cools, man! Gila! Macam saya kn yg ada crush arahnya... Sorry, girlfriend... but I didn't planned all these. I know I was supposed to tell you about this, but how do you expect me to tell you?

"Hey, I met your big crush and he was with me for the past half an hour and I  forgot to mentioned about you." What the heck...? I'm not going to end our friendship just like that. I'd rather choose to be dead... hahaha... macam banarr sja. Luka sja dah takut macam apa... ne kan mati! btaubat tah dulu, Farah! Buat amal banyak2...

On Monday, I was absent again… I’m too tired to go to school and I didn’t wake up in the morning. Shuut! The teachers are going to kick me for sure! I hope it does not happen. I don’t want to ruin my life anymore!

Well, I guess that is for today. I'm freaking tired and sleepy. I have an appointment later... Mean, no school for me on Tuesday... *again!* So, I'll miss my Mr.MM again and I'll go and stalk him this wednesday. *macam apa tah kn stalk ea? Mun kdapatan bru tau!*

From Fara, who is really missing Mr.MM

I lost my grandpa!
Can't believe it... I didn't even visit him when I got the chance. Now I really regretted it... Can I turn back the time? I need to see him, to hang out with him and to say that I love him....

Bad time of mine,
The sad Fara

FARA IS EYEING THE SAME GUY...

I saw him just now... He's on his way to his accounting class... tau jua sayaa tu.hahaha... stalker x nya... *peace* He is definitely stolen my attention that even though he is that far, I can still recognize him... I'm proudly saying that Fara is Mr.MM stalker.hahaha *Fara x ney...*

Apart from my beloved Mr.MM, I saw Mr.J too... In fact, I was spending my time talking to him.... My period 2, done talking to him. What if my friend finds out about this? I mean... is she going to be mad? Halo! I'm talking to her big crush without even mentioning her,,, huh.... panassss!!!!

Big deal today: Sociology and Mathematics exams... goodluck to my fellow friends who are on the exam...
And thanks to you guys whoever taking the exams, I have none classes for today... The life is just perfect!

Let see... where is my beloved roommate? She is not here yet... hmmm...

What is it feels when someone that you ever trust betrays you?


Well, life is unfair… wups! Shouldn’t say that… life is do fair… we are the one who plays the role act unfair among each other?



This morning, aq tlanggar my Mr.MM msa otw kn k class… It’s not my fault because we’re both in rush!... I was really late for my class and he was… whatever reasons he was late for but… kmi 2 sma2 tdduk… nsb jw nda bguling kbwh… skt x nya…



He still recognizes me! I thought ea dah lupa pt aq… Uh… I’m so happy with it! hahaha… I’m proud of myself… “Fara x nya…”



This afternoon, I saw him again… he was busy with his so called ex-girlfriend… mcm th apa... I was running late for my class… Why was I always late today? Well, guess things didn’t works as planned… I planned, He decides it…



And I met Mr. J (a guy who my girlfriend admires) all this day… huh!... naleh x mleat muanya spjg hri… I think ea ada xam plg p everytime k library, muanya ngnya kn dleat… Mr.MM qu plg susah kn dleat ne… huh… Mr. J is quite friendly… I wonder why she is so afraid to talk to him. Really… he’s so sweet (but not as sweet as Mr.MM though… admire Fara xnya…)



Even though I was running late all the time today but I was having fun too. I celebrated 2 of my friends’ birthday today…



To my girlfriend, Ezaa and to my youngest HGO friend,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May your wishes come true…

late and happy, Fara